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Scariest book I’ve ever read November 17, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 12:22 am

While Ying, Van, Ziddo and Adrian are off watching this horror film that I just can’t bear to watch (I’m not a big fan of horror, plus I’m down with a flu :( ), I thought I’ll just write on by far the scariest book I’ve ever read.

 

The Diary of Anne Frank. Please don’t laugh. It’s true.

 

Its the second time I’m reading this book, first being some 7 years ago. The first time I read it, all I remember was feeling happy and sad for Anne Frank. Oh, and I admired her terrific way of expressing herself.

 

But 7 years is a long time for maturity. In 7 years, I’ve learnt so much more about life that reading the book now has such a great, different impact on me.

In every page that Anne Frank shares about her life, I can safely say I’ve gone through it more or less. Maybe the only part is being in hiding. But I’m so engrossed in the book that sometimes at night, I find myself imagining being in hiding. I only wanted to feel what she felt.

 

I can feel for her in almost every account that she writes off. Her uncertainties, her dreams, her relationship (friends and family) problems… How people always sees her as a noisy bugger, how she wants to prove herself right, how she wants to be different from other women… The dreams and hopes for the future- it seems so bright one moment, then uncertainties starts pouring down that life seems all bleak now…

 

It seems as if Anne Frank was another voice, speaking whats embeded deeply in me.

But what seems so scary to me was that in every update I read in her diary, is every day earlier to her death. I know she’s passed on decades ago. But what I read her diary, it seems as though she’s talking to me. It felt so personal.

 

When she’s happy, I feel so happy for her. When she was scared, I felt fear  for her too- as well as myself, I don’t even know why. When she was angry, I wonder why she had to go through all these. Oh yes, and when she was so scared for the future, I so much wanted to tell her: Don’t worry, I know what’s going to happen to you, but you’ll be brave. Rest well, dear…

 

I’ve 2 more ‘articles’ left before I’ll finish the book. But I’m scared. I’m afraid to read on. Cause I know whats going to happen. I’m scared to see the words: Anne Frank’s diary ends here. Oh no, I fear those words. I’m movng on to another book.

 

But I want to finish it. I want to give an end to it. Please give me the courage to read it. It might not seem as simple as it is. Its not simply reading. It’s letting go.

 

Don’t laugh at me. I know I can be emotional and sentimental at times, but I’m not exaggerating here. I’ll probably finish the book- maybe sometime later this week.

 

But for now, I’m leving it as it is. Tell me why I’m scared.

 

Wish me courage.

 

P.S. ADEE I love you. Dont be sad, you’ll pull through. If you happen to see this, just know I’ll be here for you. <3

 

P.S.S. I’m still hatin’ you. Dont ever do these to my friends.

 

P.S.S.S. We’re shooting in a week’s time. Time to do our best. 3 years, 1 last film. It’s do or die.

 

P.S.S.S.S. (Sorry :S ) I don’t dare try anymore. Twice bitten, forever hurt. Goodbye dreams. Welcome reality. I need a break.

 

Family memories November 10, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 11:42 am

Some of you might know how much I love to play Farmville game in Facebook. Haha! Farming gives me much pleasure… LOL. But these few days, I’ve been playing with Happy Aquarium. At first, I thought I kind of liked the game. But then I realised the true reason I continued to play it despite my crazy workload and shooting these days…

 

It reminded me of my Mother and Sis. They were the ones who introduced it to me. My memories of Happy Aquarium were the days when we crowd round the main computer and look at each other’s fish tank. Then we’ll see my sis train her fishes and mother collecting money (trust me, she’s really good at collecting money. Haha!) I remember once when my cousin found a turtle, we all rushed to the computer to get the turtle. I don’t know why. It was just a virtual turtle. But we all had so much fun. And we’ll have our little ‘Happy Aquarium talks’, and my Dad will be siting at the sofa wondering what the hell were we talking about. The best part of the day was when I saw them sending me little gifts. Its not what they give me that matters (though I’d loveee fish food. Haha!), but the fact that they remember me when playing the game makes me swell in love. <3

 

I guess we haven’t been spending much time together. My Mom’s having her last month in Kodak, my sis’s going for her A level soon, I’m in the midst of my final year project of continuous shooting. This little 15 minutes of playing Happy Aquarium gives us little pleasures in life of spending time with the family and simple excitement of leveling up. The little bit of time we have together makes us enjoy each others company. Words probably cant describe the innocent fun we have together… I’m loving them so much.

 

So this game doesnt give me pure, fantasy fun. It brings me memories and reminds me of the family I have at home, despite the work I have in school. It makes me remember. Treasure the little time we had together.

 

That day when I went home, my Dad was said jokingly “Oi, who are you? I can’t even recognise you anymore.” It made me so sad :’(

 

There was this day, too, when I was at this cloth shop. I saw a cloth that my grandma’s clothes used to be made of. I suddenly realised how little have I seen her these days- my grandfather too. I realised how much I love them. We’ll talk soon, just remember, I love you all, my family <3

 

My mom’s aquarium:

 

Picture 26

 

My sis’s:

 

Picture 25

 

Mine:

 

Picture 24

 

But I’ll pull thru. We’re all going thru the same thing.

 

There’s nothing more than having a family that understands.

 

Friends, I might be a little more short tempered these days, I apologise..

 

People need to learn, babe November 9, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 2:07 am

I guess this world kind of lack some love, some sacrifice and some understanding. We all want the best for ourselves, but sometimes we got to put ourselves in the shoes of others, walk around in them a little, before you really understand how they feel.

I don’t believe in the saying “it’s a dog eat dog world”. Maybe I haven’t really seen the world, or so to speak. But there’s always good in everyone. If you’re good to others, they will, too, be good to you. Not that you have to expect that. It’s supposed to come naturally, out of sincere gratitude. But sometimes, when you’re so bloody good people starts ignoring certain facts and ‘gifts’, then I think there’s some problem somewhere. Be it the person itself, or envriomental stress. Whatever that means.

We’ve talked about it. We can help so much, and if they’ve done a good product, (I’ll be so bloody happy for them, I swear), no one’s going to give a f*** who’s the ‘driver’ or the ‘AD’ or the ‘PA’ or the ‘grip’ is. But if we can make a ‘decent’ project ourselves, we suffer. No one else bloody will.

I’m not saying we cant help. Oh no, don’t get me wrong. We have to, we really love to. Well, at least I do. There’s nothing better (well, maybe there is, but…) then to be helping a friend. But I guess friends need to understand and help US even.

I’m not being selfish. I’m not being angry. I’m just hoping for some understanding. Thanks Van Adee and fat for understanding. Van, I promise I’ll be on set when I can. Promise, babe <3

My dear IBP, I’m so bloody proud of you all for being so nice. If what they say is true, what we do unto others will be what others do unto us. Lets hope it works out well for us. All we need is some time and lots of effort.

And you, f*****, I’m still so pissed at you. LOL! Go lose some bloody weight before you throw ur weight on us. I hated what you said, I still feel the pain and insult. But f-you, I’m going to prove you wrong, bugger. Burn in hell.

P.S. Words hurt more than nail in foot does, Amen.

 

One step at a time, Pam November 4, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 11:18 pm

Oh gosh! We have so much to do!!!! Minus 1 week of crewing (tentatively) , we have 1 full week left for the final shoot :S

Btw, Fat!! I love you!!!! You got to be strong ok girl!! <3 You can do it!!!! (I dont know how to say this face to face…. :( )

Ok,  I just felt like ranting. Back to story board-ing…

 

And there’s so much on my mind. But one step at a time, Pam, one step at a time. Glad you guys are here to help <3 But dear friends, if I cant meet up often these days, do forgive :(

 

Wish me best. And my group. <3

And all IBP. I love you all.

Stress cat!!

 

P.S. Like I said, I’m scared to try again. Try might be a wrong word. Maybe “think”. Lol! Oh wells. I’m kind of glad I’ve learnt some sort of lessons. I’m getting my steps right, I think. Hah. Cause I dont want to even think.

 

GASP!! November 2, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 11:06 pm

It’s 3 more weeks till our final year shoot. 3 WEEKS!!!!!

Kind of nervous actually… We’ve been spending much time these days getting our shot list right, making sure the line script is well ‘lined’, settling on the angles and composition for the storyboard, buying/renting props, coming up with a lighting style, costumes…….. so much, so much. Oh! Location recee and technical recee! (We are, in fact going for one tomorrow.. Hopefully the price is right :) )

It’s a long process. It gets pretty tiring at times. Looking over the same shot list over and over again… Playing around with photoshop every day to get the ‘right’ visuals, or rather, the visuals I want to achieve…

And then comes storyboard. Bleh! I just can’t draw.. Haha! Ying says she can help, but she has tons of other work too… Lol! Media Law, my friends…

But dont get me wrong. I’m looking forward to the shoot. The last one we’re going to do- and the best. Its just pretty nervous.. Everyday of the shoot is a whole new set of problems.. And its a solve or die situation. Ok, I’m a bit exaggerating, but you get my point… :)

It’s exciting. We’ll just got to be as ready as we ever were. Problems? Bring it on, we’ll solve it :)

P.S. Oh gosh, it’s that feeling again. But I’m way too scared to try. Many things usually don’t turn out well… Sighs. (Nothing to do with shoot.)

 

 ”I make a film as if I have a disease, suffering hot & cold sweats on an hourly basis, hovering constantly between ecstasy & anguish, lucidity & confusion. Everything is done in a kind of fever. Once the film is over, I fool myself into thinking I’m cured.” -Federico Fellini

 

Nice.

 

Talking to you was fun…

 

Deeply Insulted. October 29, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 1:04 am

I don’t know if you know how it feels to be deeply insulted. Not just you who gets insulted, but someone else involved too. 1 sentence from someone can affect 2 people so greatly.

But whatever the case is, I know that all the preparations and all the hard work are not in vain. I liked what I did. I’m proud of it, so all you need to do is STFU. Stop being so petty and ‘jealous’ if you could call it that. I think I know what you’re thinking, but I don’t give a f***** damn.

Try getting this insult hurled at your face. See what it feels like. And not as if  being ‘backstabbed’ helped it anymore. It just made me feel angrier. Only that the other person being badly insulted cant know what happened. If he knew, I can imagine the rage.

A quote from Twelfth Night says “Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them.” I acheived no greatness, but I felt what I did satisfactory to me. And I’m glad.

You had greatness thrust upon you. All under your hands. But you misused it badly. You ought to be ashamed of yourself. You ought to be.

I wish to expose this ugly, disgusting deed. But I’ve made a promise not to. If I had a choice, I’ll tell people who concern me so much.

If you know how it fells to be insulted and have a friend wrongly accused, you’ll know the anger in me now. Moral would have it that what you said deserves public attention. I want to see where you can hide that hideous face of yours. Facade, to be precise.

But I know what what can’t kill me will only make me stronger. Your words didnt kill me. I’m going to be strong to prove you damn bas**** wrong.

My friend suggested anchoring all my anger to make it good. Thats what I’m going to do. Waste no more time on you.

Lol at you, bugger.

P.S. I want primes.

Pam.

 

Nice Quotes from American Cinematographer in facebook October 22, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 1:12 pm

“Whether you’re a cameraman or a director, you should ask yourself every now and then, ‘What am I trying to do?’ Be honest and keep things very simple.” -James Wong Howe, ASC

My lecturer once told me: “The worst thing you can do is to be on set not knowing what you want.”

“If someone asked, ‘What did you think of the photography?’ and the reply was, ‘I don’t know. I didn’t notice it,’ then I would feel I had succeeded.” -Jack Cardiff, ASC, BSC

I remember in Year 2, my group was to adapt a scene in a film (we chose Ed Wood). There was a long take of a character being high in drugs, starting from the ground low angle, behind the door and it moves across the door to be a slightly low angle, MCU of the character. We only had the camera, with no jib or dolly and were limited with the amount of space the room offered. So, I hid behind the door and shot what I could, then quickly passed the camera to my director (Jacky), and he continued with the shot. We also had no assistant cameraman or grips, so that was the best we could do. But when my lecturer and other classmates saw it, they did not question how that shot was accomplished. To me, that gave us such great satisfaction. :)

“I see an incredible abuse of close-ups in many films these days. Why is that?” -Emmanuel Lubezki, ASC, AMC

Like the film Twilight, so much CUs were used my friends and I felt so uncomfortable watching it. Till now, we still dont quite understand why those CUs were used even when they were not needed. I realise that if you use little CUs, and when you need it, use an important CU, the impact is great! (Like in a scene in Sweeney Todd of Ben Barker in the attic)

“When you make something you like and audiences reject it, the experience can be painful. But I’ve discovered…that when you make something you aren’t exactly satisfied with, and someone tells you it’s great, that’s even mor…e painful and frustrating.” -Jean-Pierre Jeunet

My test shoot footage. My friends saw it and they liked the effect Digital Intermediate had on the image. I somehow felt that it didnt quite help in the story and didn’t quite like the image. But oh wells, I’m on the midst of finding the best possible ‘fantasy sequence’ look.

“It’s always exciting to try a new piece of gear, but sometimes two grips pulling a camera on a blanket is still the best solution.” -Glen MacPherson, ASC

YEAH MAN! My crew and I once did a shoot of a guy running down a long carpark as he chased a girl. They had me in a supermarket trolley and 3 strong guys pulled it down the road. The effect was great, well motivated and simple to execute (expect for the guys running on a hot afternoon). Haha! I don’t know if dolly, steadicam or even cranes can get that kind of simple, humble effect :)

“Learn the rules before you try to bend or break them. You need a foundation on which to build.” -Douglas Slocombe, BSC

I always hear friends say “SCREW THE RULES, IN THIS FILM, WE BREAK ALL OF THEM.” But it seemed they don’t even know what the rules were in the first place. Its tempting to do so, but sometimes we got to control ourselves..

“There are films that are pure entertainment, but there are also films that stay with you forever. I don’t think anything compares to a great film that has soul.” -Xavier Perez Grobet, ASC, AMC

Wow.. How true. Little Princess, while not the best films ever made, meant so much to me. So did Julia, The Third Man, 400 Blows, KKHH, Three Seasons, Se7en, Crash, Spirited Away, Lunch Date, Nosferatu, The Departed, Meet Joe Black, Y tu mama tambien, In the Mood for Love, Chungking Express….. And so much more!

“Every shot I have ever made has been a compromise in some way. No image has ever been as good as the one I envisioned in my mind’s eye.” -Roger Deakins, ASC, BSC

I feel this way too, but thats maybe I’m not as competent enough sometimes. HAHA!

“Sometimes, I think having less money can lead to more artistry.” – Sven Nykvist, ASC

You have to create from scratch. And the less you have, the more you need to show with what you have. So it might just as well get better then it could have been with a huge budget :) (Note to self: This is what I need to keep in mind for my final year project…)

“Cinematography is a job that can be either boringly technical or magical. I was never trained to be that technical, so for me, it has to be magical.” – Fred Elmes, ASC

Nice :) Some films I’ve seen are pure magic.

“You can read, you can watch, you can study, and one should do all those things, but it’s the physical reality of doing it that makes a difference. You need to make mistakes to really learn and move forward.” – Lisa Rinzler

I’ve heard so many warnings of to do’s and not to do’s and I’ve tried so hard to remember them all, but making mistakes seemed to make me learn more, in the hard way. Now I believe I will be so much more careful when it comes to hair in gate, dirty lenses, awkward compositions, distracting lighting ratios, and motivated lighting ’styles’.

A man’s experiences are not infinite. And a good director can only bring something special to what he really knows about.” – Conrad Hall, ASC

Yeah. I have to learn to trust my director.

“One final thing a director needs: The ability to say ‘I am wrong’ or ‘I was wrong.’ Not as easy as it sounds. But in many situations, these 3 words, honestly spoken, will save the day.” – Elia Kazan

Perhaps everyone needs to know and dare to say this. But what the director says nonetheless have the greatest impact to the group, whether you like it or not.

“Sometimes I feel ashamed at my lack of interest in all the new techniques of modern filmmaking, but I prefer to work with as little equipment as possible. If I have a good lens and a steady camera, that’s all I need.” – Sven Nykvist, ASC

I feel that somehow too many equipment distracts us from really wanting to tell the story, and tempt us to be too caught up with cool effects and styles.

“I’d say to anyone trying to break into the business: Don’t just be interested in movies. Be interested in life. Be a person. Be in touch.” – Haskell Wexler, ASC

Anything can be made into a movie. But what makes a film so personal is the issues that it touches on and explains- mostly on mankind the the human life. Thats what not many movies can bring across.

“In my opinion, it’s much better for a film to be clumsy but sincere than technically slick but empty.” – Raoul Coutard

So well said! Soul, as they say..

“I urge students not to use their light meters blindly, but to use them creatively. There’s no such thing as a ‘correct exposure.’ Correct exposure is that which gives us our desired effects and tones.” – Subrata Mitra, ISC

Thats what my lecturer told us too. I’ll always keep this in mind. You got to know what you want..

“I think of filmmaking as a form of communication. Maybe it’s also an art, but that’s for somebody else to decide.” – Roger Deakins, ASC, BSC

:) You’re telling a story. Well said!!

“I don’t think I have a style. I know I don’t want one.” – Conrad Hall, ASC, in “Masters of Light”

Conrad will always be a cinematographer I respect :) A good cinematographer’s got to be flexible. What he/she shoots got to complement the story, above all else.

These are some of the best quotes I’ve seen so far in the Facebook link of American Cinematographer, spoken by some of the best, wise and experienced cinematographers in the world. Some of them are so simple, but they mean so much..

 

Sorry October 17, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 1:37 am

Hey guys, I don’t know if you’d see this, but all I want to say is sorry. Like I told some of you, I know its no excuse but I was in a lousy mood some days back (for like a week or so.. argh!), and thus those hurting words. I know I shouldnt say it, I know it hurt, but I did. And its funny how one’s mood can affect the people around him/her, I guess its the biggest lesson I’ve learnt.

 

So here we are, 6 as a team. We’ve been through shit, but all that shit ended us together. That probably means we’re going to tough up more shit along the way. And that also means we’re going to stick together no matter what. It was wrong of me to say how much I hate it. There were times when I was sad, but I have to honestly say that you guys have given me some of the most fun days in school. I know it can sound hypocritical, but I really love you guys despite the ‘hateful’ words, and pardon me for the things I’ve said. I apologise.

 

I’ve recently heard a voice recording of the last words of a man who was in the twin towers when it collasped on 9/11. The very last words, or so they say.  No more being able to see his faily and friends. No more being tp pursue the dreams he have. Maybe thats what real pain is. So I’ve been thinking it through. I want to be happy now on. Like a friend said, you don’t always get what you want in life. And a ’stranger’ said, when problems comes, laugh it off. These little pieces of advice have made me see things in a different outlook.

 

So, no more sad Pamela. If you ever see me writing sad stuff online (unless, like hamster dies or something.. NO!!), scold me. Haha! I bet Ray’s going to be good at that. LOL :) From now, I’m going to live everyday as if days are made of gold. They are probably worth more than that, to be exact. I’m going to treasure every moment lived, I’m even going to have fun even when living the worst days of my life. I’m going to love everything I’m doing, and I promise you that.

 

So guys, I know I’ve said things that hurt. I’m really sorry. Lets make things work and give all we can. It’s going to be fun, and we’re going to love every moment of it. It’s going to be hell lots of shit, but we’re going to learn so much, and grow so much. It might just as well be the toughest days in school, but its definitely going to be the best.

 

I was watching Little Miss Sunshine the other day, and there was a quote in it that struck me. Frank, an almost suicide victim, said to Dwayne, a dude who just found out he cannot fly planes because he’s colour blind, said:

“Anyway, he uh… he gets down to the end of his life, and he looks back and decides that all those years he suffered, Those were the best years of his life, ’cause they made him who he was. All those years he was happy? You know, total waste. Didn’t learn a thing. So, if you sleep until you’re 18… Ah, think of the suffering you’re gonna miss. I mean high school? High school-those are your prime suffering years. You don’t get better suffering than that.”

I’ve summed it up as the years you suffer are probably the years you’re going to treasure and love at the end of the day. And I’m beginning to think its so damn true :)

 

Bring it on, the suffering. “Whatever doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger.”

 

Visual Frames, lets make some good stuff out of the few months we have left in school. I promise I’ll change. :)

 

P.S. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

 

Quote from this scene

 

Little Miss Sunshine is a film that tells you so much about life, it makes you embrace it even in the shittest situations. Love it.

 

i never knew it could hurt that much October 14, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 12:43 am

If  I had known humans had the weakness to get hurt, I shouldnt even have started on what would have eventually caused me so much pain. And I’ve realised that the person you trust most and love most are usually the people that turn your life around.

 

People always say, when asked if they would want to turn back time, that they don’t. It I had that choice, I would. I did something some 1 year ago out of ‘moral’ obligations and out of fear. Now, I’m regretting every moment of it. I hate it so much. I want to be somewhere else now. But its far too late. And I cant turn back time, can’t I? And after all I’ve sacrificed, they dont give a damn. All the pain I’ve been through, they don’t know. They don’t want to know. How I’ve spent my birthday this year crying because of THAT. They never bothered. But they took it for granted. They think its just right for me to do so. And now they are happy that their little damn group is a happy little thing on its own. All but 2 people feel the same. And I still can’t believe that they talk bad about people to get what they want. If I was wiser, I shouldnt have trust.

 

But oh well, its a decision I’ve made. I have to make the best out of it don’t I? I love them, I really do. But its just not something my heart wants to do. But now that I’ve made a commitment, I have to stick to it. I have to follow.

 

I hope there are other chances in the future. Please, god. You have denied me many pleasures of life. At least let me make a film I really want to do.

 

I’m hating it so much. I’m hating every moment of my life right now. I’m not hating life. I love life. I just hate the situation I’m in right now.

 

I’m living a regret.

 

I’ll learn not to love anymore.

 

P.S. I thought you were a really good friend, turns out you are not.

 

P.S.S. I’ll learn not to love anymore.

 

Some people get all they ask for, some don’t even have the rights to beg. October 12, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — Pamela @ 1:42 am

Damn. Why do some people have all they can ever ask for in the world, AND gets the best of both worlds, while some don’t even have the rights to beg?

 

And you can’t get angry, because you don’t even have the rights to do so. (Let’s change the ‘you’ to ‘I’ here…) I mean, I probably don’t have the rights to ask for anything I want for in the world.

 

In chinese, they have a saying: tong ren bu tong ming. It means we’re all humans but each have different fate. And sometimes, when I think how life sucks, I feel embrassed to feel so. There are so much unfortunate people in the world, I should be glad for all I have. Maybe people gets too selfish at times, all they (I) think is myself. Yeah, that perhaps is the case. I should change.

 

Its a miracle even to be living…

 

Adee says she’ll go with me to a mountain (Bukit timah hill) to scream all the troubles away. Can’t wait. Haha!

 

Oh, my Oscar fish, just died :’( He grew really huge, but suddenly sopped eating. My mom got him new food, he still refuses to eat alot :( Sighs.

 

Still can’t find Sweetie. I was at the carpark just now, hoping to see her, somehow. But she did not appear :’(

 

My hamster is sleeping in a little bottle I gave him. I’m so glad to see him using it, don’t know why. Just really happy.. Love him so!

 

Anws, so much happened today. I don’t know why I did what I did. It felt so weird :( In front of everyone. Damn. I should have been braver. Sighs…

 

But it made me appreciate my friends so much more, I guess. Adee, who, for some reason, just knew how I felt- so profoundly. Van, who got me a little Johnny Depp moulded sweet dispenser (thanks Van!!!). Adrian, who looked so damn weird and worried for me. Ying, who FB-ed me. Fat, who said little things to me that made me so touched. Those at the audition room who did not probe further about what happened. Duck, who constantly msg me. Huiwen, Cherian, Renee, Siqi, Fatimah (haha!), Jan, Coconut, for the years long friendship and forgiving me when I cant always meet them because of school work (I’m so sorry). Shupig, Qing, Gil… …

 

Friends. They are probably angels sent from heaven. Maybe life don’t suck. These people make my day. I want to keep to my promise of being as good a friend as they are to me…

 

Oh yeah! I had an epiphany. I’ve been struggling so much on the visual look of our short film’s fantasy sequence, and I can’t find a style for it. The digital intermediate of the test footage did not satisfy me. The reds were far too intimaditing, overly bloody and dull. We wanted something less forbolding. It looks cool on its own, but it might just bring across a too serious tone to the film.

So I did research on old Japanese paintings, drawings. We sort of prefered using that as a style for the fantasy sequence of the film and have the hero (main character in the fantasy) stand out in a somewhat Sin City look. Thats an idea, though.

I’m not a huge fan of CG, special effects, etc. I still prefer traditional things you could do in-camera or with simple post effects. Or things done on set. Things so simple but beautiful, and something that NEVER (most importantly) take audiences out of the story. Oh well, thats my view. Somehow it feels like no one (not much) feels the same way… And its always tempting to do something cool and drift away from story-wise. But its an important mistake I can’t afford to make..

 

Anyone with any comments please feel free to share them with me. Love to hear such stuff :)

 

P.S. You is relative. Don’t screw it up..

 

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