It’s Chinese New Year today, actually, the 2nd day of new year. Things are supposed to be new. Well, yeah, I’m graduating from poly, 3 years is going to be over soon, but well, everything else is pretty much the same. It can get pretty boring around here. And I’m scared.
I know I’ve said before, life’s too short to be afraid. Quote from some guy. But I’m scared, nontheless. I want to graduate, but part of me wants to stay on. I’ve just realised we’re moving on to lifes we never thought we’re going to face.
I’m really scared.
I’ve heard people say things from almost everywhere. Books, TV shows, movies, real life friends, drunk people, and I so terribly want to believe these are true. I even encourage people using these quotes, or sayings. But part of me is so skeptical about these. It’s so hard to be full of hope, sometimes.
Oh well, are there are some other things I dont want to say here, so I’ll probably muse over it.
But I realised that as you grow older each year, things are never as simple as it seems.
P.S. “Oh, she is. But you got to, too.”