It’s time to forget the past and embrace the future.
‘Leave your past behind you’, as Timon and Pumbaa said in Lion King.
The past hurts and it’ll make you feel queasy inside, but I guess there’s nothing we can do but to leave it behind. There’s no way to erase a memory or feeling, so just let go.
I guess it’s about time to start unfollowing the Common Application FB page on my Facebook. I’ve been receiving a lot of notifications from that organization recently, and part of my past comes back to me. A dream I once had, a future I once believed in.
It’s been almost a year since I followed the page, and I remember visiting their site everyday to check for updates and important information. I guess things are different now. I believe I’m happier this way, I’m living another dream, something so different from the one I used to dwell in. But it’s ok. I believe I’m happier this way.
But sometimes I cant help but wonder what is my life like in the alternate universe? The one where I would be in LMU now, studying, making new friends. Would I be happier, would I not? What would my future be like? Brighter or worse? Would I receive true happiness, something that I can confidently say I’m experiencing now? Or would I, be any chance, be happier? I dont know.
I guess these questions doesn’t matter now. We have only 1 life to live. Every decision will inevitably change our future. Mine has changed my future, obviously. So there’s no point wondering and daydreaming. I’ve made the decision, and I have the responsibility to stick to it and be faithful to it.
So there goes, goodbye Common Application on FB. You have served me well. May you help other youths reach their dreams. I guess I’ve found mine.
I saw this post on FaceBook:
If She Don’t Text You :
-Its Because She’s Waiting For You To Text Her
When She Walks Away From You Mad :
When She’s Quiet :
-Ask Her What’s Wrong
When She Ignores You :
-Give Her Your Attention
When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
-Pull Her BACK
When You See Her Crying :
-Wipe Her Tears & Ask What’s Wrong
When She Says Go Away :
-Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug ♥
You have given me everything I’ve ever wanted and I couldn’t ask for more. Just remember, I’m always waiting, always seeking. And it’s you that I want. Nothing else matters.
I dont like waking up and knowing that I wont see you today. But knowing that you’re there is enough to fill up the emptiness in my mornings.
Just wanna say, I miss you so much, boy. Thinking of you.
Hey boyfriend Dayl, you might never see this, or you probably wont see this in a long time, but I just wanna say that I’m thinking of you right now, and hopefully, this could be us in the future. Yes? I know. You dont have to tell me, cause I wont ask silly questions already. I just know 🙂