It is, isn’t it? It really is. I hate to over dramatize and exaggerate, but everyday is truly a struggle and a challenge. You might not know what I am going through, but I am dealing with stuff…
And how can I ever do these without God. Thank you, Lord. But this is still a journey I have to talk, difficulties I have to face and problems I have to go through. He can make it easier for me, He can walk beside me, but He put me through these so that I have to overcome it. And I’m trying…
Is whatever I am doing worth it? What determines worth? Will I get what I want and what I need?
Really, are all these worth it?
I don’t believe in karma, but I believe that what goes around comes around.. I don’t want to be hurt again, but I know thats inevitable- no one goes through life without feeling pain. It happens. I don’t want to be sad again- but it’s impossible. How can one never ever be sad? It’s a matter of perspective, though. We can always be positive, but sadness, it’s put in our lives so that we yearn and seek the One who sets us free.
I like Westlife. There are these positiveness in their songs, and they give me hope.
Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed
It’s the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It’s the one who won’t be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun’s love
in the spring
becomes the rose
Those who don’t dare to try will never find happiness..
Life can be full of pain and danger, but we have to try, if not, we will never know.
I’m afraid of hurting. Who isn’t? You are, too.
But please don’t hurt me in the process, cause I won’t hurt you…